Why does this have to be harder then it really should be

Well be calling local places to find used servers or hells bells the parts to built a server because I UPS here is a joke because we are do hard to find.  So figure why not go local plus I always want to boost the local economy when I can!  But the usps knows where we are at, the only reason I know that is because of the stream of bills that come lol.  So may give Ebay another shot, but don't have the money outright to pay for one.  But would like to build one of my own, plus dust off my techie skills and make an honest go of it again.  Any keep everyone updated on my progress.  Space in the bass means peace see ya later...

Kevin Smith

Just got done watching a Kevin Smith is the man, just for done watching an Q&A.  It was pretty good, gives me a lot to think about.  I want to get back into programming that old school hacker programming!  Programming that matters and programs released under the gpl.  I would like to bring back the gpl v.2.  I would like to make some money off of it, but if I don't no big deal.  But I can also say I believe in free as speech, but also free as in beer too, but mostly as in speech.  I like to make money doing that and music, but I believe in free and open source software.  I believe in respecting the developers and users rights, sharing is so important to me.  Kinda wanting to get back to that kind of "original digital gangsters" programming.  Because I honestly believe we all are at the beginning of a new era a renaissance if you will of creation, we're enlightenment will be the main objective; not just how much cash will be made.  But don't get me wrong lots if money to be made, but think enlightenment will be will be the center of it all and money will be a happy side effect (for lack of a better term).  We need to take the country back, to be for the people by the people.  Because it's average men and women like me that really keep this country going and the bullying by the government has to come to an end.  Because this nation was founded on a group of rebels, that another reason I'm with the free/open source movement, even today because it was brought on by a bunch of rebels.  As a final thought in the immortal words of the doors "time hesitate through"

Well

Well getting my new Android cell setup I've been rehashing my life up to this point.  It's an experience to say the least!  I truly believe pot is a wonder drug, it's been helping me process emotions, that I haven't been able too in the past.  I am living with family again and thinking about moving to Georgia.  I've got a lot on my plate right now, wish things were just simple, but I know things will never be simple again.  Not everything is black and white as it was growing up.  But I know things will get better soon.  ONE LOVE EVERYONE

it's not that close to christmas

Well I have got some bad news, I lost a friend of over 20 years last night/this morning; it was such a loss and I can't even imagine how his mother feels; an I known his mother for a long time. The only thing I know to say; is pray to whoever you pray too for the his family and to send good karma too them. But Christmas is the time for people to come together and celebrate a time for coming together. An in the immortal worlds of the Beatles "come together right now over me" ha-ha. As I sit here for the past few days, I think it's not that close to Christmas and it looks like I see so many people having problems; seems like the Christmas spirit isn't as strong as it once was. I think we need to take back, the Christmas spirit and bring it home. Some of the things I love doing is decorating Christmas trees, cooking Christmas dinners and so much more. Still not sure how I'm gonna afford Christmas, but hey who can with this economy; but like most I will find a way to do it. The most important thing I am trying to say here no matter how hard things are, is that we need to have a strong hold on a little thing called hope and love. Those are the things that binds us together, is love and hope. I mean we should do that year round, but this is Christmas; this is the time of year we all need to come together and really think of the people that may not have it as good as the ones that do are doing a a little better. Good night (where ever you may be) all and sweet dreams.

late night and guitars

Well like the title says it's a late tonight and thinking about a guitar of mine I sold, I really hated selling that guitar; felt like I could almost cry. I really want to get back into music, I'm going to goto Mountain Empire Community College in the near future or at least hit up the local music shops and see if they can teach music theory and such. Music for me is truly my life blood, I can't imagine life without and what a dreary life it would be the way I see it. No matter what musical background you hail from, it all brings us together and we all have that one song that we sing along too; an touches us in one shape or form. An for me I need to relearn my instruments I use to play; like banjo harmonica, bluegrass Dobro, guitar and fiddle. Music has done so much for me, there are times I wonder would life be like if no music existed and personally I think it's kinda frightening. Thanks for letting me ramble tonight folks and something I would like to urge people is show a little love to someone tonight, something off topic tonight that I would like to share is it's nixie pixil a geek cutie that has the brains to match her beauty.

Expanding and need some feed back

As I sit here thinking about where to start from, I decided to write a little bit about myself (as I am sparking up a bowl too). I am Jason Carroll, as of now I am 35 years of age and currently live in Wise Virginia (an no not West Virginia, I really do mean Wise Virginia). I am gonna mix some good with some bad, I have two head injuries, with PTSD, acute schizophrenia; with skeletal problems. I was on several medications, for pain and anxiety. Later I learned some of the medications, but not really dealing with my problems. Well I went into rehab, to get off of it and one thing I can say is rehab and with-drawls; can and usually is "scary things". But I made it, I got off of all that stuff. Although I have to admit I use alternatives to modern therapies now (like chiropractic manipulation. basically someone to pop my back and neck) But one thing that's been renewed, is that there are always someone a little more worse off then I am. But enough for now, take care, peace and one more thing puff puff pass

Space in the bass means peace seeya later

Well obviously it's been awhile since I posted on here, an I am gonna start over so to speak, I am going to expand; on what I been talking about and other issues; I been through. Thanks everyone...