Dude I'm getting a iphone yay

Rest in peace LaDonna Kay Lambert (2nd mom) we will never forget you, love you.......

My 2nd mom kay lambert is in heaven with no pain and in peace. Please pray to who ever you pray too for her and for her whole family for the lost

Studying the human condition

You know social security really pisses me off at time I try to make a better life for myself and I get knocked down again anyway cheers and on rockin peace paz

er l8ter

Blah...been trying to get out more but now I still find myself getting bored and that's leads to depression an I've been making more changes for the bett

Yay robocop 1 is on

Lookin for rural areas to grow some crops maybe some livestock

Rain makes corn corn makes whiskey whiskey makes my baby feel alittle frisky rain is a good thing lol

Something I never could on understand when I talk on the net most people understand what I'm sayin but in real life I get this weird alien look

I'm thinkin a small house a garden a maybe a place for some horses

The people only kind that bother me is ignorent people

I'm a soul man play it steve I'm a souuuuulllll mmmmmmaaaasaannnnn

Give us free as free as in beer gives free as in speech

Minds are like parachuts both work best when open

Has anyone heard of passion partie by emily or am I just not that hip for it yet?

The bps mothership is hip to the privacy phisin your account with a rolly on my arm lol nerdcore gotta love it

I managed to go 3 blackberrys and 2 cords because I keep gettin crap from sprint yea I'm still pretty upset

Well online through my cell phone again and for the local sprint office I must say good because of unfair treatment peace out

Yea ebay, amazon and paypal rock

Ok all gonna do more geocaching so just shoutin out about it

Sometimes in hard times you find out who your friends are

Feel like my mind is numbing hate it

Well been exploring different styles of music an enjoying a lot of them always good to expand your mind

The greating weapon we all have is the ability to expose the truth

Well I'm up not sure if I'm awake lol

I'm truly amazed by some people an I don't mean that as a compliment

Once again I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for what I'm not

Finally found a docter

Wish me luck mom and dad

This must be a dream really strikes a cord with me

Tired of being a ghost invisable to the world

Save me from the nothing I've become

If anyone feels like talkin with me text me or messege through facebook

(Sings) walkin on the razors edge tryin to find my way home. (Saliva - razors edge)

I need out of the city for good hopefully that will happen soon

Excuse me i seem to have lost my social life has anyone seen it?

Trying to get out of this pissy mood

Something I pinched from a friend (thanks michael)

"Siempre Adelante, Numquam Retrorsum" - Always Forward, Never Backward

I been so nervious at the thought of finding my brothers and sisters through my dad I kinda have mixed emotions about but still gonna look for them

Speakin for myself one I learned about fighting its not over till I can't back up

Well in a better mood today its been a horrid few days but today so far its been good an I see good on the horizon so wish me luck

I couldn't get a shadow at the sprint store :o(

Yay I may get to hang out with a cell tech thanks sprint :oD

One thing I learnt about love its unconditional physical and non-denominational

Well had a nice outside with relatively good weather still kinda cool out but now I'm just at home chillin out yay spring lol

Just met a young man that's going into basic training many thanks to him and many blessings

I would like to thank all the soldiers past and present an my dad who was one and my mom would have made a damn good one for giving me life and for their wisdom

Having a old moment seems like the last generation that did anything was mine

I have no problem with the government just have a problem with certain points of authority

I have no problem with the government just have a problem with certain points of authority

I have no problem with the government just have a problem with certain points of authority

One thing I still live by is "semper fi hoo-ray"

I'm so ready for spring this weather is killin me sighs

Real stock moment: stocks are rocky right now but many green fields also my personal favorite the tech sector is doing rather well mind you this is mho

Charter Communications - 0 = jason - 1

You'd be surprised how far a simple I love you can go

I will just a whisper in the wind a restless soul without a home

At times when I'm posting something to the blog I ask "why?" because when I'm trying to reach out no one reaches out and I'm just wanting to share my experinces

If someone can comment on why I shouldn't delete this blog within the next week then I will keep it but since I have to more or less force people to read it...

Damn I hate feeling alone like right now just want to hold my honey in my arms but she may take that wrong way sometimes I can almost reach out an touch her

Wish I could have a private line with mother love right now

Still no bids on my silver dollor an need to find more stuff up to ebay

Once again I would like to thank the woman that have touched my life much love

Sometimes I feel like a ghost made flesh

Dang now no one is talkin or it just me?

Well downloadin the latest ubuntu net installs for when I build my desktop

Sorry guys just needed to vent alittle

Ok here is where I'm at now on things that have been going on I'm now following the marine motto "we don't compromise, we improvise"

Well home now an still in some pain but got meds for it hoping it helps so I can just be able to walk sighs anyway pray to who or whatever you pray to for me

Ok mornin sucked hopefully the rest of the day will be better

Does anyone know where I can get audio books of poppy z brite

Well been making phone calls to find a doctor ugh someone save me lol

Miss my baby

Sighs

Well workin on payin off over due bills wish me luck

When I get my laptop gonna install a 80 gig ssd hd for my laptop

Think I'm gonna have to make a mixed cd of Natalie macmaster she's awesome

Sometimes its the little things that mean the most in a relationship

Ok wantin a blackberry app called teatherberry but its 50 bucks but kinda worth it

Yay saints woot woot

Yea I got the newer blackberry and iphone on my amazon wish don't ask me why lol

Seems like I can't get past the walls and scars on my heart

Tryin to brake down the walls again after they where down for awhile

Sorry about all the weird posts just letting out some negitive energy so a more postive energy can flow

The perfect weapons are the human mind and body used as one

Honky tonk woman I said give me the honky tonk blues

Next time you happen to pass by someone you kinda know take a few mins maybe to talk to them might be surprised what you might find out

Sometimes I can almost see the blood on my hands

I feel like I'm losing and missing so much right now gettin to be to much to handle right now

:o(

A conscience isn't inherited its given so pass it along

A conscience isn't inherited its given so pass it along

Once again I would like to thank everyone again for the prayers sent out for my friend travis

(Sings softly) I wanna hear that high lonesome sound cuz my sweet baby aint around and when my mind got me down I wanna hear that high lonesome sound

Will everyone please pray for my friend travis he's really in bad shape right now an needs all prayers he can get right now

Ok got a semi light job got to come up with a low cost nas like setup for a client that uses windows on all their desktops and laptops I got some ideas growing

Ok still own like 3 bucks on a bill but haven't a cent more to my name but this cowboy still has a few aces up my sleeve

Just for the record the power companies are thieves

I play for keeps because I might make it back

Ok here is the deallyo so far I want to gain more muscle mass and lose my fat (although I'm fat and happy lol) so gonna see what I can do to make that happen

Well in a better mood today hope everyone has a good day

Sorry if I scared anyone

I shall fear no evil as I walk in the valley of the shadow of death the lord is my staff my cup runth over

Still fighting my own demons

Listenin to cyber punk radio

I'm so ready for ShmooCon

For a truly free person the mind of that the person must free

Where I come from the line between family and friends are blurred an persons word was just as good as it is on paper

One who sticks to what he knows can go far, but one seeks knowlodge can go far beyond....

(Sighs) I'm having a moment tonight where I feel like goin ape sh**

A holler in ky does sound nice

(Sings) I wanna hear that high lonesome sound cuz my sweet babt aint around

If I could afford it I would move to a holler in kentucky

I may walk alone sometimes but everyone is welcome to walk through the country with me

(Sings) baby I maybe a real bad boy but I'm a real good man

Bless my soul just give me that country road

I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for what I'm not

I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for what I'm not

Announcements

Well would like to announce some more changes like featuring other blogs and website that might be of interest to people for example television/movie site and so on to not only find things more informitive. But of course fun, but will still be adding random thoughts and what's going on in my corner of the world too thank you.

Well the best way I can explain how my thought is like find the most logical answer while riding on the enigizer bunny connected to a sears diehard

Dang I hope I get to go back too physical therapy again because I don't want to end up in a wheelchair that has to be the scariest thing to me

Not sure how I how feel after just talkin to person then miss the same person just a few mins after they leave guess it can show me to value the time we do have

Sometimes if I hope and dream for will ever come true, I really hope so. I still haven't given up basic hope in anything for it.

I hate these headaches to bad these no way to hack them

Deriks Bently - Feel that fire

Bad Company - feel like makin love

Ok fixed old code with new and all that an we are back up lol

Under constrution for a bit sorry for the inconveince

....Citizen..Soldier....

Just hear a horrible remix of a great song >.>

The song "she's country but jason aldean" is awesome

MISSING: my social life if seen please call me and will be a cash reward

My musical tastes are some where rock country blues bluegrass and rap collide

Never wait on the world to change for the better take the chance to go out an make a change for the better

Well I maybe crazy but it kept me from being insane

All she's got to do is give me that wink

Dang I'm so amped up right now

's listening to Colt Ford - ride through the country

I want to go horse riding again

Time to cowboy up :o)

Well the power is out again ugh

Still tryin to figure out how I can help out other peoples troubles at times but have so much trouble with my own

Listening to alex jones show

Well I don't have to go to the psyc ward for awhile longer

Free your mind an the rest will fall into place

No my mind isn't for rent!!!

Ugh bored and its depressing

Looking up VR stuff plus might be another project for me to do

Listening to alex jones

Why do I bother sleeping sometimes?

So any night owls out there besides me?

Tryin tp find the ebook of sun tzi art of war know where I can find

Yea just chillin out listenin to music thinkin about something

Listenin to queen fat botto$m girls

Ok reading up on ip and dns security

Well my myspace account seem to want to let me in so no big loss

Well after pulling over 30 hrs of no sleep I finally got some sleep

Yea just layin here in the dark tryin listening to music and surfing the web

Ok ok I broke down got a hair cut and shave lol

how does open source mobile platforms differ from open source PC platforms?

This one was provided my miss carol chen so many props for her

Well at least I'm in a better mood this morning

Think I will just stay away from the world tonight

Never force a smile when got nothin to smile about at the moment

http://www.opendns.com/ for when the net up

http://dnsdown.com/ for when the net is down

hack the planet on a globel scale we don't care where you hail from the the real deal that want for the better good its goin down now

Turnin up paradise city GnR

Don't know if I asked or anwsered this tech question but besides my cousin and me who knows the default password for bluetooth?

If I could go back know what I know now I would have changed a lot of things a startin with me

One thing I can say is when people say they care they only care if it concerns them so don't expect much from them

Listening to "stone sour - bother"

Yea that's right got a pack a day habit

Where's everyone at I'm bored now lol

Been browsing cigars for awhile

Never take a single breath for granted

Is thinking "ok spare gas tank and 2 nos cans and some more mods think I can make that ditch with a jeep"

A quiet war is going on for our minds now cybernetics proof starting here http://www.massify.com/projects/project:splice

Well everyone its a new year enjoy it and may we all find truth and many blessings